L.A.W.L.S. Universe's New Home

It's 2014 and I must say I'm excited about the things to come. I've had my hands in so many projects in the last year that it will be nice to finally announce them and begin to let them unfold. To make sure that I'm able to make time for everything though, I had to make a major choice about one of the most important things to me, the future of my comics. That choice had to do with one simple yet complex problem; where I should host them? I had opened this point of discussion on my blog about "The Women of Interest," and on the Corvink Facebook to get input from my readers and to my surprise, people were very supportive of moving the comics here. The decision came down to time management and work consolidation. Basically, my ability to be able to manage 4 domains, each with their own Wordpress install, while being able to provide quality posts, without compromising my sanity or health, became too much to manage in the past. Thus, the all three of my comics (and any future comics) will all be posted here at Corvink!

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To answer the inevitable question: Is there anything different about reading any of the L.A.W.L.S. Universe comics (L.A.W.L.S., ALT., or Words of Interest) now that they are on this site? No, not really. Each comic basically has their own themed blog (that looks a lot like they used to on their own domains) which can be found by adding /alt, /lawls, or /wordsofinterest to the end of the corvink.co URL. You can also still use their old domains, which re-direct to their new locations, to access them quickly. The nice thing about them now basically having a centralized hub, however, is that you can also just come to the main site and see the which comic was recently posted, on the side bar. Not only that, you are now able to access any of the comics from the menu bar drop down that says "read comics" at any place at the Corvink website! This is all made possible because of my switch in CMS (Content Management System).

"Duck Faced Selfie" from ALT.

"Duck Faced Selfie" from ALT.

Much like most webcomic artists, I was using Wordpress w/ Comicpress, but I was inclined to agree with the opinion of Scott Kurtz, the creator of PvP, about Comicpress in his blog called "Comic Unimpressed." Don't get me wrong, for what it is, it's a much better choice than other free alternatives like SmackJeeves, but it really feels more like a means to an end.  For me, I now look at Wordpress/Comicpress as a great way to trial run your concept. Before you invest money in paying for a CMS, which I am now doing, you should post strips for a few month or even a year to see if 1) you're able to gain a readership and more importantly 2) that you find out that this is really something you want to do or not. The Webcomic industry is NOT an easy business and if you aren't passionate about it, your work not only ends up falling short, but you can start to become jaded about webcomic creator cliques, internet trolls, lack of traffic in comparison to other creators, etc. If you're not passionate about creating for creating sake, the death of you comic may come long before it even has a chance to thrive. If you're able to push through all that, still love doing what you're doing, and hopefully are seeing some sort of monetization, at some point, I personally now feel it's best to pay for a service like Express Engine.

Paid services have more stable backends that can protect you from malicious virus' because of the fact that they are not open source (anyone, regardless of level of skill, can modify code or create plugins). Also, out of the box, Wordpress/Comicpress is does not do any comic justice in the design department, which means you have to either pay someone to design it for you or spend months to years learning CSS yourself. Taking the DYI approach, which I did for years, means you can look forward to spending hours upon hours finding plugins for various crap you really don't need. I mean, unless you enjoy installing a plethora of server hogging and vulnerable plug-ins just for kicks. Some people enjoy the sweat taste of pain and suffering, I think they call that Masochism? Who am I to judge.  All the same, I am not one of those people, and I began to tire of having to spend all my free time making my site perfect, to only have destroyed because of occasional updates and frivolous "upgrades" to Comicpress.  I have nothing bad to say about the programmer behind Comicpress, he means well and really is a nice guy, but his constantly toying with the code, and gradually forcing of a migration to installing even more plug-ins (Comic Easel for instance) has on more than one occasion rendered a lot of very meticulously thought out CSS edits useless. What does that mean? BROKEN WEBSITE + HOURS OF RECODING/STYLING ALL THE THINGS. This, in my opinion, is not a professional way to deal with the presentation of your comic, and if you are serious about making a career in webcomics (or anything creative for that matter), you can not be investing your time in places outside of the most essential part of your art form, creating it. This was one of the largest deciding factors behind my move to this centralized site.

"Poniard" from Words of Interest

"Poniard" from Words of Interest

All that being said, because of how involved I am in the development at Decobot with Destined Legends Series 2 and a few future projects, I’m not 100% sure if I’ll be able to maintain any sort of solid schedule. Having the comics here at Corivnk will help readers quickly see if any new comics have been posted since the last time they checked. Doing it this way, I can post the comics when I have a chance (hopefully once a week for the time being), but still keep everyone updated with all the things I'm doing. I can't promise a schedule, but I can promise that I am very avidly working to get comics out regularly in the next year in hopes that I can at least make an ALT. Volume 1 book sometime in 2015... and hopefully also a Words of Interest Volume 1 as well! I'd really like to get both of these books out before I move into production of L.A.W.L.S. Volume 2. The reason for this is comes down to the basic nature of how people shop at conventions; the place I make most of my money in creating. My readers love L.A.W.L.S. how it is, but there is a HUGE barrier of entry to getting new people to want to buy or even get interested in a book as odd as L.A.W.L.S. is at a convention. I hate that this has to be something that I need to consider as far as what comic I need to be working on right now, but if I'm to be able to continue making comics, I need to be able to also sell books! I'm very confident with how often people buy the ALT. and WOI comic prints at conventions, that their books would sell easier than the L.A.W.L.S. book to strangers... and what I hope will happen is that they will be a portal back into finding out more about the characters and expand interest back into L.A.W.L.S. The great thing about this plan is that I'm getting better at writing and drawing every time I make another ALT. and by the time I get back to Volume 2 of L.A.W.L.S. I will be producing the best quality comic I can possibly make! That is extremely exciting for me.

"YOLO" From ALT.

"YOLO" From ALT.

Well, that's my rant about my comics, sorry it's was so long but I really needed to get all that off my chest. I'd like to take this opportunity to thank any one who's been reading and linking to my comics thus far, your support is amazing! I'd also like to ask if you do link to me, if you wouldn't mind changing the url to the new domain (example: corvink.co/alt) i'd greatly appreciate it! It will help with reduce any confusion for people, not to mention increase the SEO results for the comics. Anyway, with Corvink’s horizon expanding, I hope that you all continue you to follow me on this journey of creation! There’s much more I have in the works I can’t wait to talk about in future blogs. 2014, LET'S DO THIS!

2013 LET'S DO THIS!

Why hello all you fancy humans, it's been a while since I've written a long ended post... I apologize, both for always writing long ended posts AND because I haven't been keep you brain things in the loop as to what is going on in the world of Corvink and L.A.W.L.S.! I've had some comments on Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr and the like, both incredibly touching and extremely rude from different people wondering what's going on. For those of you who have expressed your concerns for my well being, I thank you dearly for your support. When I see these things it reminds me of exact why it is that I create. For you. For the trolls who don't seem to understand that I am in fact not a binary coding language that creates on a whim, but rather a mere mortal being who's creations are dependant on my personal well being, all I can say to your comments is this. Now Gentlemen, Gentlewomen and Horidtrolls, let us venture into the hypothetical reality that is the year 2013:

L.A.W.L.S. UNIVERSE

I know for a lot of you, the reason you've followed me through the years is because of my comics. As readers it sucks to feel abandoned by your creator right as you begin to feel so invested in the characters you've been following for some time. For this, I am sorry. I too miss my characters and am dying to get back to writing them! That being said, I have in fact been writing again... quite a bit actually. I've stock piled a number of Words of Interest, drawn a few ALTs with a few more on the drawing board and written out the first half of Vol. 2 of L.A.W.L.S.! For some of you I'm sure your thinking: "Woah you tease! WHY ARE YOU WITHHOLDING!?!" Well... It's simple. I wanted to make sure that I could really do this again and truly dedicate myself to my art. BUT to do that, I needed to understand a bit about myself first.

In the last half of 2012, I spent most of my time soul searching and questioned everything about myself, including what I was doing with my life. Obviously, that meant that I needed to sit and think about my comics... why am I drawing them? To understand that inquiry I had to go pretty far down into myself to understand my motives for doing pretty much anything. I realized that my raison d'etre, or reason for being, is to give. I've always been a helper. I studied psychology in my undergrad at University with the hope I could one day be a therapist. I still do work with individuals who have Autism as a part time job, but that in itself has never been enough for me. It took me a while to understand and accept why this is. I found that as much as enjoy helping these families that I work with, that the creative side of my mind can't really handle not creating. From writing music in high school to drawing comics through college, my hands have always had to be making something. This lead me to believe for a stint of time that my raison d'etre isn't to give, but to create... but I quickly realized that these things are not mutually exclusive. To put you heart and soul, your blood and tears and every ounce of yourself into your creations, in hopes that you could affect even one person in a positive light, is, in itself giving. The reason I create is to give a part of myself to those of you who I can make smile, laugh or feel connected to something, in some way. This is is why I make comics.

Acknowledging this fact, I began to fall back in love with drawing, writing and all that I've done in the past few years. The thing now is, I have to insure myself that I won't cross that line again where I literally sacrifice my well being over my work. My way of doing this was to work ahead, make sure that I'll be able to post on a regular schedule while spending a reasonable amount of time on other parts of my life that are important! Now that I've gotten a pile of comics done, the time is near when I will be posting again! So... let me give a bit of a tentative schedule as to how I'd like to post in the next few weeks.

NEXT WEEK, I'm gonna take it easy and just ease into posting: Tuesday - WORDS OF INTEREST & Thursday - WORDS OF INTEREST

THE FOLLOWING WEEK, and hopefully all weeks that follow will look something like this: Monday - ALT, Wednesday - WORDS OF INTEREST & Friday - WORDS OF INTEREST

Once I get into the flow of things, I'd like to start adding some L.A.W.L.S. back into the mix... but lets make sure first that I can get these up! Sound fair?

CORVINK

Now that I've explained everything with the comics, let's talk about Corvink! Realizing how much I love art, I found that posting comics the way I was before my hiatus, I started loathing them! I think this is because I cease to explore other things that interest me. I am not JUST a webcomic artist, I am an creator! Which means I want to create! So, how do I rectify this, this time around? Well it's obvious. I need to focus on making art pieces, explore the world of gallery exhibits, and tinker with ideas that interest me. I wont be doing this as much as comics, but I will be part of the overall agenda and very important to why Corvink exists! Along with this, I'm also going to be exploring other things like clothing, jewelry, toys, sculptures... etc. It's easy to see this as me just wanting to become a "glorified merch dealer," but that is simply not the case. In the years that I have been exhibiting at conventions, I've seen some of the most creative people in the world bring some of the most amazing and unique things to the floor. I wan't to be one of those people. Not just someone who shits out a new shirt design just to make a few bucks. Rather someone who can make items that you not only recognize because they are cool and unique, but something that connect with and want because they make you happy in some way! My mission for 2013 is to try to bring more of just that to the table! AND with your help and support, I'm sure that I can! So, let's move on to this years scheduled events. (If you know of any others, please, let me know! I'd love to try to do as many more of these as I can.)

EVENTS

  • Emerald City Comicon - Seattle, WA | March 1-3

  • Pancakes & Booze - Los Angeles, CA | May 3-4

  • Phoenix Comicon - Phoenix, AZ | May 23-26

  • Anime Expo - Los Angeles, CA | July 4-7

  • San Diego Comic Con - San Diego, CA | July 11-15

Q&A: L.A.W.L.S. Vol. 1 Production F.A.Q.

When will I receive my Hardcover copy?

I actually spoke briefly with my printers on this topic today. The books themselves (all 1900 of them, including soft and hardcovers) are approaching the coast as we speak. Unfortunately the guy I spoke to wasn’t able to give me an ETA on exactly when I could expect them, but they should be at the Long Beach port soon. Once they arrive, Jefbot and I will be renting a U-Haul and picking up both his and my books at the same time. One possible complication my arise, depending on if they arrive next week or not, where I may possibly be out of town. If this happens, I will attempt to arrange something with Jeff to pick them up OR we will just get them when I get back, the first week of September. Once they are in my hands, give me about a week to package, finish any last sketches I owe to you guys, and ship them to you. Basically, this whole thing is based on whenever the boat decides to float on over to California!

I upgraded to a Hardcover Edition and received a Softcover, WHAT DO I DO?

I’m aware of this issue and I apologize for this mishap. Fortunately this only happened to a very small handful of you. I checked my records and a majority of the upgrades had not been shipped just yet. If you were one of the few you received a soft cover, please contact me directly. I have come up with a few different ways to resolve this issue with you. Regardless of which choice you choose, I will be offering anyone effected by this a discount coupon for your next Corvink purchase on top of whatever it is that we discuss as a solution.

If other people have received their Softcover Edition of L.A.W.L.S. Vol.1, why haven’t I?

This is completely my fault. In the sea of shit that hit the fan this past few months, I completely miscalculated the amount and sizes of shipping materials I was going to need to get the number of books/prints/sketches all out to you guys. I’m sorry for the delay, but I’m just waiting for new materials to arrive. Once they come in, I will finish the rest of the orders and send them out to you. Remember though that next week I will be on a much needed vacation, and wont be able to fill orders til I return. I appreciate your patience, this whole ordeal has been quite the learning experience for me and I apologize that you’ve all had to deal with my learning curve. Luckily Vol.2 or any other books that I produce in the next years, I will know how to better get them to you in a timely matter!

When will I receive my Canvas Printing of the L.A.W.L.S. Vol.1 Cover?

Due to the fact that these are limited edition, special orders, I’ve had to deal with these separately from the production of the books. Not only do they need their own production times, they have to be shipped as “over-sized” packages. Because of this, they will take a bit of time to arrive to your houses. I will be having them shipped directly from the printers that I’ve found, to you, so I will at no point handle them. I believe for the most part they should be getting to you by the end of September, unless you are International (which I know some of you are). In the case of International shipment, please be patient. Due to customs and other things I’m probably not aware of, they may take some time to get to you.

When will you be resuming your comics? 

This is the question I have been getting the most from you guys. It definitely makes me happy to see that you guys are still enthusiastic about my work and nothing would make me happier to get them back out to you ASAP, but this is the one problem that will have the longest solution, unfortunately. These last few months I’ve been in a rather deep form of self-exploration/understanding, planning, and re-evaluation. As much as it saddens me to say this, I’m coming to realize that the comic (the way that I was going about it anyway) had become a form of poison that was slowly seeping into all parts of life. I had at some point become so focused on making sure that I was able to get a post up 3 times a week (with the ambition to get them to 5 times a week) that I started ignoring my future plans (ie. Grad School), my girlfriend, my friends, my dog, and my health. For some reason, I weighed the importance of the comic itself as #1 and it took up nearly 90% of my time… only leaving me 10% to try to make time for all those other things that in all honestly, I’m finding are far more important to me in the long run. I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now looking back at all the life that I missed out on because I took a foolish risk on something that I may or may not have turned into something successful by that time. Now, don’t miss understand me here. It almost sounds like I’m saying “COMIC DONE, NO MORE WILL EVER BE MADE.” This is not the case. I’ve just had to find and figure out a different approach on how to release them on a regular basis with out sacrificing the rest of my life to do so. My main focus at the moment is myself; namely, I need to focus on my future. How do I not only balance the creations I love to create with my personal life AND make them successful? To answer that question, truly is gonna take some time. I’ve now been accepted to Grad School in Business and plan to use the information to better understand how to make my art an actual working and functioning business WHILE at the same time creating a back up plan for another job if I by chance find that art will not get me the life that I need to live. This is the thing I lost focus on. What is it that I NEED out of my life? I’m not looking for fame and fortune… but I am however looking to better myself as a person, a person who can be a valuable part of society, friendships, family, and most importantly… be able to be emotionally and physically available in a loving relationship. It saddens me deeply that I lost sight of this. That being said, I have been able to figure out quite a number of things in the past 2 months. I’ve started to develop a plan on how to go about the comics, but I really need to start Grad School full time, get into the meat of what it meats to be a Grad Student… and THEN see if the plan I have in mind will be able to balance into that. I feel like it will, but until I’m sure, I don’t want to give you guys a final answer and disappoint you if that particular plan falls through. Anyway, rest assured, I am working on a plan. I’d like to complete L.A.W.L.S. and Anhedonia Blue and continue ALT. and Words of Interest, just please, continue to be patient with me. I’m a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, but to truly understand why all this had to happen, the way that it did, only time will reveal the answers. And if I take my time to resume my work, find myself in a better state of mind and life, I think the quality of work I give out to you guys will show and it will all be worth the wait.

The Explanation and the Plan

Let me start this all of by apologize to you all for my lack of posting. I realize I owe you all an explanation as to why I’ve sorta gone off the map. It’s sort of hard to find the words as to how to explain this, but I will do my best. I feel it’s necessary for me to be transparent, at least to some extent, about what’s going on in my life for you all to fully understand what’s going on… and who knows, maybe some of my experience (that I’m about to explain) can help some of you who are going through similar things to work on your own self developments.

The Cause of My Silence

On the 4th of July, my girlfriend of nearly 5 years and I broke up. It was something we both felt was coming and needed to happen for a various number of reasons… but all the same, I’m absolutely heart broken. I love this girl from the bottom of my heart, she has been behind me from the time of me graduating college, deciding that Psychology (which is what i got my degree in) wasn’t my path and then finding and further exploring the idea of comics and my true passion of making art my job. For this, I am forever grateful. Even though we’ve had hard times, her spirit has always been able to lift me into a positive light and keep me focused into doing exactly what it is that I want to do. Without her, L.A.W.L.S. and all my other creations would have never gotten this far. She was a large part of what motivated me to continue but unfortunately, my motivation took over all other points of my sight. I’ve become so overworked by this comic, the cons, my book, etc. that I stopped paying attention to the things that mattered and more so what things were going wrong in our relationship. I let it get worse and worse thinking that I’ll be able to work on things “as soon as I just got through this one hurdle with my comic.” But, as things go with webcomics, the second you’re done with one, you have to start the next… and I simply just didn’t make the needed time for her.

The Effect of Realization

After the break up happened I went into a deep mode of self evaluation and assessment as to exactly what it is that I want out of life. Is it being a webcomics artists? Is it having my own business? What is it that is so important to me that I’m letting my life get so out of hand for? This is not an easy thing to figure out or pose the exact question/answer to. I was born to create something, whether it be music, art or comics… it’s in my blood and it’s what I do. So I refuse to stop, but at what cost? Must I sacrifice all else to make sure it happens? Is art my only dream? I decided it was best to start from the top of the tower of questions and went with, “Is my art my only dream?” The answer to that is simply “no.” I want to be able to be secure, emotionally and financially, I want to one day get married and have kids AND I want to be able to create and make my own job of it. Realizing this, I’ve had to sort out what about my creations are the most valuable to me as far being able to make the rest of my dreams come true. In my sorting of things, I’ve come to find that the lowest common denominator in my decline of my relationships (friend, family and significant other), my health, my happiness and many other things is how much I slave over my comics. As much as I love doing them, I make less than minimum wage a year on the comics itself (be it with advertising revenue or online sales). So what does THAT mean? To me it means this: I need to refocus my creations to what seems to actually be working for me. The products I make, though their sales are very minimal online do fantastic at conventions. It came down to me realizing that a large portion of people who buy my stuff at shows are actually not readers, they are just random attendees who come up and see something that caught their eyes. Some of these people turn into readers when I tell them what it is that the products are about, but even within that group it is minimal. So, it seems what DOES work for me, is the business and merchandising end of my comics, not the comics themselves. Knowing that, and the fact that I’m going to be starting Grad School in business soon, it feels like THAT is what I need to be working. From my words it almost sounds like I’m about ready to quit comics all together, but let me assure you, I’m not. I just need to take time to restructure my business model toward the things that actually work the best so that I can move forward with my life. You guys don’t know what it means to me that you’ve supported me this long so I owe it to you to continue creating awesome things, including comics, in return for your kindnesses. So, here I move into future planning for the following:

L.A.W.L.S. Vol.1

I received a small box of these while I was at San Diego Comic Con this weekend and am super excited to FINALLY have them (at least some of them) in hand! This week I’m going to be working a few background projects, but I will also be starting to get everything together (ie, prints, sketches, etc) and prepping what I have to ship to those of you who pre-ordered the book on Kickstarter. I haven’t worked out the details just yet, but I think I’ll be going down the list from those of you who pledged the most first down to the ones who pledged just for the book. When I receive the rest of the books I will then ship out the rest. As for those of you who upgraded the the hard covers, I have yet to receive those, what was sent to me was a rush order so I could try to sell books at SDCC, so I’ll keep you updated as to when those come in via Kickstarter.

The L.A.W.L.S. Universe

This is the section I’m assuming you are all the most worried about. So, let me alleviate some of your worries. I’m still not quite ready to jump back into cracking jokes at the moment, I need a bit more time until I’ll be ready to get back on board with that… but when I do, what I plan to do is at least post once a week. 1 Alt strip or 1 Words of Interest… depending on my work load. I have no idea what to expect out of grad school, so if I have some light weeks maybe I’ll be able to get both an ALT and a WOI out, but other weeks it may have to JUST be a WOI. I know that this is a very inconstant way to work on these and post for you guys… but what really matters to me is the quality of each post, while finding balance in my life so that I can continue create these things for you and get them into really amazing looking books to promote at shows.

L.A.W.L.S. Vol.2

Here is the most difficult to address. I still don’t have a full battle plan for this one. I will be working on the writing, sketch work and creation of this, but as far as releasing it online… frankly, I have no idea how long it will take and if I’m going to spend the time putting it together, I want to make sure it’s the best thing I’ve ever created. That being said, patience with this will have to be a virtue for all of us. I will post updates with photos and such once the penciling begins and keep you guys in the loop during it’s entire production.

Grad School and the Future

At San Diego Comic Con, one thing became bleedingly obvious to me. It’s something that I’ve needed to realize to ever come to terms with what it is need to do. I am not a webcomic artist. I am an artist who happens to passionately create a comic that is published on the web. That being said, I need to focus on fully developing the artist part of me, the part that wants to create more than just comics and encompass all my creations under one banner, or brand rather. From the drive down to San Diego, through the discussion with my good friends who have had to conquer similar things (like Daniel and Jason), until last night, I’ve been working on this idea. I’ve been creating a new name, logo, business model, etc. that will be just that, a company that IS my art prints, t-shirts, comics, future plushies and more. I will begin working this concept today starting with re-branding Rush Haven a bit to make sure that it has it’s own obvious identity (a webcomic store for webcomic artists), then begin working on incorporating parts of the way that I designed that site into what continues to be my own personal branding. I wont have anything to reveal any time soon, but I will post updates to keep you in the loop. What’s really exciting about this to me, is that this is exactly what I will be working on with my MBA. I will be creating my own company, learning about how to brand and market it and still be able to be doing the things that I truly love, drawing and making comics and other artistic things. I haven’t yet been accepted to the university of my choice just yet, but I’ve been talking with them every few days. They seem excited about what it is I’m doing and seem to be indicating that I’ll have a spot in their institution… SO, if all goes well I will be starting that as soon as September.

Conclusion

As much as it pains me to admit to myself some of what I’ve said in this blog… the things that I’ve discovered about myself and what I NEED to do are all true. I can’t blindly crawl down a path with hope that one day a blaring light will shine and things will work out if all signs on my current path are proving to deepen this darkened hole. I needed all of this to be able to lift my head out from the darkness and find that light myself. I am scared to death of what all this truly means, but I am grateful that what has happened has happened. I have faith that things are now on an incline for me even though I’m am heart broken and fear that I may not ever be able to rectify what happened between her and I… but realize that I now have a chance to repair myself, work not only on one part of my dream, but to be able to better myself in a way that I will be able to accomplish all parts of my dreams; family, health, security and creation. I am sorry if some of these choices come to a disappointment to some of you, but I want to thank you, each and every one of you, for your constant support. You are what make this worth it to me, to see the joy on peoples faces at shows when they laugh and smile at my stuff, to read your kind comments of how you like my comics… those are the things that keep me sure that I should keep going, and will. So, Let’s continue our journey together, and keep creating something awesome!